I'm so sad today. I want my baby. I just want my baby. I can't have her, and I want her.

I looked at pictures of her earlier, pictures of her in the hospital, at home hugging her dog, of her making the cutest faces you've ever seen, smiling, happy, alive. And I want her back. God! I want her. Sometimes it's just unbearable. I miss my baby. She was so special. I didn't have her nearly long enough. Forever wouldn't have been long enough. I hope I see her again when I die. I have to see her again. I just have to. It's what keeps me going. I can barely stand the fact that I have to wait. I might be here for years and years. Long, empty, daughter-less years. I miss my baby, so much.

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